self analysis

To know how life works and to have a life that has good control and to be predictable

I would understand my life and know what I am doing and what the out come will be

• It is abundance, which has a large margin for loss, also age
• which is length of time to live, true to ideals, honesty, love of fellow man, one survives as long as he’s true to, himself, family, friends, laws of the universe, survival is a graduated scale

• If your on a budget, of 1k a month, you would want to make
• 10k a month, now one would have a good margin for loss, for good financial survival, so abundance is the key to survival in all aspects of life

Man’s ability to reason, the selection of the ability to think, to change when the environment changes, death of reason proceeds the death of the organism

• That would be man dealing with the hostile environment of
• wild animals, man through the power of thoughts, creates a weapon to protect his family and other families, and they survive

Awareness decreases exactly as consciousness decreases, so the ability to perceive the world and the ability to draw accurate conclusions about it, are the same

• Because complete unconsciousness is death, so as one
• gradually looses conciseness, one gets closer to death, gradual would be failing functions of the body, accumulation pain and failures in life and little or no pleasures, less capacity of sight, thinking and being know as death

Life is a special energy, it collects and organizes matter and energy in space and time and animates

• The conquest of the physical universe, mest, and to continue
• to win in order to survive

Life must procure pleasure, life must avoid pain, pain is a warning of non-survival, pleasure is a thrust toward life and survival

• Life has an active thrust toward pleasure, a desirable goal
• that one can work toward and overcome obstacles and win, aids in survival, which would be a survival goal of happiness

• The mind is to compute and imagine ways and beans to avoid
• pains and receive pleasure, and putting solutions into action, so the mind solves problems and determines one’s survival

If ones whole being or personality is working well in solving problems with proper action, ones survival is assured, but if ones mind, personality isn’t working well, resolving problems and putting it in action, survival is in doubt

A person stuck on the self dynamic for only its own survival, begins to diminish, then controls with force on other organisms, which is better then the halfway toward its own death, mind, perception of physical universe is half alive, doesn’t realize its dependent on others, the mind is outward bound toward death which one takes unconscious actions toward death

• Not for age, the halfway point is all connected with one being selfish, self seeking, outward bound with the omission of others, poor health could be a sign that one is closer to death or past the halfway mark, you have suicide, murder, regardless of age which shows that one is passed the
• halfway mark, half conscious, alive, perceiving, thinking

• Pain is the warning of loss, also the automatic alarm system
• built into life organisms, which informs that it under stress and to take action or die, a warning signal to help one survive

Mental pain is the loss of survival, organism’s or objects

• That would be death of a loved one, or having something you
• depend on for survival taken away from you, or stolen

• The accumulation of blows of pain and loss over a life time
• results in a gradual loss of consciousness and eventual death, a slower process of death

• When all the stored pain and loss in the reactive mind is
• nullified or erased, the full consciousness is returned and a rehabilitation toward survival takes place

• Dianetics makes it possible to cancel out accumulated
• unconsciousness and pain of of ones past, and restore health, vitality, full consciousness and full potential

• Because when one has a life time of stored pain and loss
• removed, its like opening  the blocked  area so the life energy can pass into the body with out restriction, so the thetan  has full potential

• The tone scale plots the descending spiral of life from full
• vitality and consciousness down to half vitality and consciousness all the way down till death

• The person has high consciousness and vitality, is happily
• reaching goals and is enthusiastic about life

0.1 Apathy  nearly dead   0.5 Grief  Chronically in grief about looses   1.1  Fear  Losses are impending connected with past losses and future losses   2.0  Anger  Fighting against threatened losses   2.5  Boredom  Has lost some goals, cant locate others   3.0 Conservative  Cautious aspect toward life, reaching goals   4.0  Enthusiasm  happy and vital reaching goals

• A person  moves down the tone scale when one has a job and is happy, then hears there laying off workers, becomes fearful, gets the news that his company has to let him go, he
• drops down to grief, becomes angry about the loss and gives up to apathy   Up scale ones out of work sad and in grief
• about losses, then gets a call about a better job and becomes happy and excited

(Chronic) is a habitual sustained emotional tone one is expresses in life  (Acute)  is accumulated losses in life one is low on the tone scale and may fluctuate a little but remains at a low tone, stuck in fear, anger, grief, apathy for a long time

Is when one may be in a lower tone in one department of life, but in another area, the tome could be higher

• It can vary by good news and bad news, in life, in a day or
• years, events and conditions play a part

• The chronic level is a 3.0 conservatism, watching sports and
• getting excited about play, raises to a high 4.0 exhilaration

Necessity level is lifting oneself up in a emergencies, which can raise ones tone well up the tone chart for a brief period

One is fearful and puts off doing things, then he  finds out that the landlord is coming over and immediately puts the yard in good order, after landlord leaves, it goes back the way it was , neglected and fear surfaces again

It applies that, bird of a feather flock together, so a group that is positive and dynamic will be uplifted and sustained at a high level, even one low on the tone scale will get a high boost

Like a football team, all are on the same wave length, positive, energetic, focused on the same purpose

• 4.0 excellent condition  3.5 good condition  3.0 fairly
• good  2.5 some neglect  2.0 very neglected  1.5 broken, bad repair  1.1 poor condition  0.5 very bad condition  0.1 no realization of possessions

 

That their high on the tone scale 4.0 exhilaration or enthusiasm, all you got to do is read all the categories and you will have a good idea about that person

It includes analytical recall of conscious moments, to raise tone and increase perception and memory, can resolve chronic somatics

• Its when you go over a incident, again and again that was
• unpleasant, it looses its charge on you

It’s a full recording of everything that happened in a person’s life, from beginning to end

Past events not recalled, can become compulsive and can cause negative conduct

• Its what is measured by mechanical devices connected with
• the movement of heavenly bodies

Because time is a commodity that is sensed by a person, change is the most striking symbol of time passage, time is confused by space, time is promise of a future

Its when natural or artificial light sources reflect from objects, so light waves enter eyes and records events, subdivisions are motion, where sight depends on timespan to record a continuous changing picture, color could be, not seeing or seeing color in present time or in past recall, depth is object sizes and distances from each object, one may have perception blindness, either in present time or past recall

That would be a airplane pilot, they need to see color inside and outside the plane, they need to see motion the speed of on coming planes, and depth for distance from outer objects

Recognition of ones size in relation to other objects of a scene

When one was young and small in comparison to ones parents, they were like giants, same as furniture

Sound is a vibratory energy emanation from moving objects, slow or rapid, which put vibrations in the air, that are picked up by the eardrum

A loud or angry voice can restimulate a past event of pain when one was struck, no longer in present time

Pitch, which is vibrations per time unit, tone, either jagged or smooth, volume, force of sound wave, rhythm, part of time sense, or space between sound waves, deafness, no hearing at all, extended hearing, high alertness of sounds, depth perception, stereophonic, one can tell who far away, and the location of the sound

• Pitch, woman screaming, tone smooth voice or raspy voice,
• volume, classical guitar concert, rock concert, rhythm, morse code, dits and dahs, deafness, no sound

Smell is activated by small particles escaping from a object, which travels through space to be picked up by nerves, which is either pleasant or un pleasant to the senses, taste is also associated with smell

• Un pleasant smell would be rotting food left on the counter,
• pleasant smell would  be a rose in bloom

• Sense of touch is the communication channel that informs the
• central nervous system that some portion of the body is in contact with the material universe, other organisms, or itself, subdivisions, pressure, friction, heat or cold, oiliness

If you lack this sense, you could be burned without knowing it, or wouldn’t know how much pressure to put on an object to pick it up

That is when ones sense of touch is impaired or absent

• That would be a person who has no sensation of body parts
• from the external skins nerve endings, could be burned easily without knowing it

• Not emotional, or emotionally reactive to ones situation or
• environment

• When one listens to music and lacks free emotion to feel the
• music and emotionally respond, rational emotion would be , being happy and responding the best way, with pleasure

One that is ridged and feesl no emotions, numbed out which is far from being rational

• That would be a sickly person, being emotionally shut down,
• affects the endocrine system, which affects the health of the body and one can not thrive

It tells the central nervous system the state of the various organs of the body

When your relaxed and your heart is beating calmly, or you very active, running and your heart is beating fast

• Its awareness of change of position in space, the internal
• awareness of your self in motion

Sight, seeing  yourself move as well as an object changing position of perception, body weight, weightless feeling, jumping on a trampoline, feeling wind while running

By many sense channels, and recalling things that moved in the past

Moving fast in a car, motor louder sound, feel going back in the seat, objects moving past you fast, sight

It’s a special perception, joint positions

Standing up, weight on feet, sitting down, knees bent, spine bent, arms bent, weight on body in the chair, sight perception of body

Its where one is adjusted to his environment, having little or no control over the physical universe, and organisms = mest

The ability to master and change his environment, man succeeds because he adjusts his environment to him, not by adjusting himself to the environment, being a slave to his environment

• Your health depends entirely on your confidence and ability
• to handle the physical universe about you and to change or adjust you environment so that you can survive in it

A woman in a bad marriage that is being harassed and abused by a tyrant husband, the woman goes down the tone scale with bad health, broken dreams, disownment of herself and the physical universe

It is the greatest shadow of illusion and control, believing that any and all words have force and importance

Parent says to the child, if you do that your going to get it, a steady stream of words, to create fear of others and objects and to restrict behavior

The observation of matter, energy, space and time and other organisms in the environment, all words are derived from the physical universe and other organisms

You don’t want the language of a past event, but the action of the event, because it has little importance

It is derived from action in the physical universe, so by placing attention on actions, objects, space, time, which language has not been developed

When self determinism is violated, connected with his ability to handle himself, when things are forced upon him without agreement

• On the action of leaving something alone, one would have to
• hide it or consistently take it away until the child goes into apathy about it

A child wants to play with scissors, the parent takes them away from the child, and puts them where the child can’t get them, along with physical pain, the child forgets

Pro survival is when matter, energy, space and time encourages survival and one goes up the tone scale, contra survival is when mest threatens ones survival and goes down the tone scale

Fire can save one from freezing in the wild, but can also burn one alive in a house fire, water can save one from dying of thirst, on one can drown in a river

Imagination is a from of computation, it gives calculated and instinctive solutions for the future, only with imagination can one postulate future goals to attain, postulation of images or perceptions into creation as you desire

That’s when one knows he’s imagining a goal with his minds eye, seeing what one has postulated about ones life doing out of free will

• Ones own identity or personality, seeing the mest universe
• from ones own identity, out of ones valence is being someone else’s identity and seeing the world from their eyes

It makes perceptions hard to contact and recall

• Uncertainty of speech, stage fright, slow computation or
• thinking, taking directions because of continual interruption, the child’s effort to explore the mest universe, a long chain of interrupted experiences form, the child becomes inhibited in various ways

A football game, one is running with the ball and is tackled or interrupted in action or stopped in the intention is denied

•  (Domination) is controlling others with a threat that if you don’t do what I want you to do you loose my friendship, through silent treatment, anger, criticism, to make them
• less and submit,( Domination by nullification) is covert cowardly wanting to invalidate the person, skills, knowledge, they appear to be your friend but their intention is to lessen and control, under the guise of helping you

A angry bitter wife, that appears to have the best interest in the husband and cautions him, saying that’s too hard for you, or your not good at that, you should do something else, it will cause you too much stress

It is confused apathy, the lowest level of nullification, they invalidate everything about a persons life, while appearing to be a friend

Minimizing accomplishments, finding fault with accomplishments, pointing out flaws in a persons looks, looking for anything to criticize

Physical pain, sorrow, elements

Then you go to a later event, moving your way to present time

• A time that seems real, felt affinity with someone, in good
• communication, felt affinity for someone

• Could result in nightmares and nervousness when undergoing
• processing

Feel refreshed, in immediate surroundings